We met with Rabbi Marc last night to discuss the ceremony, and I was too stuck in "get 'er done" craft-mode to be very present. Hopefully, next time we meet with him I'll be more in a "Yey, we're getting married!" state of mind than "What's left on my personal checklist of projects-I've-made-up-for-myself?" state of mind. Ugh, then I was a mean snippy person and felt like attacking Ben for everything because I was working on the checklist and he was winding down after a 9+ hour work day. Sorry, Ben! We talked about it and it's all good, but I feel like slime for being such a meany yesterday.....
Tonight, we're meeting with a Jewish pre-marital counselor and hopefully I'll be in a better head space. Ugh. I blame hormones, I'm a girl, I can do that, right?
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